Revista Multidisciplinaria Perspectivas Investigativas
Multidisciplinary Journal Investigative Perspectives
Vol. 4(1), 3-14, 2024
La huella del conflicto armado colombiano en mujeres víctimas de violencia sexual
The footprint of the Colombian armed conflict on women victims of sexual violence
Julia Rojas-Rodríguez
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tattooed in their feelings, by virtue of the above, they confess that although there is already a
recovery for what they have lived, they consider themselves fearful, distrustful, abused for being
women, violated, run over, "It is undeniable that they took away the possibility of being completely
happy, but they also opened doors of resilience that turned the pain, sadness and hopelessness
into courage and strength that at this moment makes us empowered leaders of our communities".
Based on the question "What coping strategies have you tried to overcome the effects of the
victimization and what was the result of each one? They explain that in order to overcome the
effects of the victimizing events they took advantage of many possibilities such as love for their
children, the need to not let them die made them strong, they ignored their pain, they used their
power of decision to continue living, added to this, the stigmatization of a society that marked
them as "guerrillas or paramilitaries" gave them strength to demonstrate that they did not belong
to any group that took up arms; that they were only peasant and working women fighting for their
lives. It is important to mention that, in the context of this question, they attribute an important
step to the Christian faith as a coping strategy, where the presence of a supreme being gave
them hope to continue fighting a hard battle for survival. They also explain the great attachment
to life, keeping in mind that no human being can decide on the life of a person, another factor that
they mentioned repeatedly was the certainty that situations are not eternal and that this time of
conflict would pass sooner or later and only the strongest would survive.
As a result of the question "Have you identified in your way of being, important factors to overcome
the effects derived from the victimizing events? To begin with, there are answers that give an
important meaning to leadership, typical of brave women who rise from the ashes and explain
that their upbringing in the context of a family that worked the land with their hands, where the
shortages were many, but happiness was infinite, built in them a personality with great strength,
It formed them to be tolerant, warriors against the adversities of life, endowed them with a capacity
to adapt to sudden changes in their personal history, they also mentioned that being a peasant
woman gives them a great rootedness and love for their territory, which although they abandoned
in search of freedom and life, they had the obligation to return. What is more, they wanted to do
it, to resume their life in the countryside was their ultimate premise.
Diving into the affective-emotional domain, responses are explored in terms of the following
questions: How do you feel about the effects of the sexual violence experienced during the armed
conflict? The initial response, almost in unison, was violent in every sense of the word, expressing
that the pain was so great "that it did not fit in their chests" and the prevalence of a question
hammering in their heads: Why did this happen to me? They speak of a list of emotions that arise
in the context of the event such as: disgust, repulsion, they feel undervalued, they feel a deep
rage, desire for revenge, they feel so much pain that the desire to die arises. It is important to
mention that guilt is pointed out, referring to the possibility that it was they who provoked or incited
the victimizer to abuse them.
Based on the question: Do you freely express the feelings and emotions derived from the
discomfort caused by the thought of the victimizing event or do you keep them hidden? Their
answers delve into their emotions and allow the expression of feelings in a free manner,
corroborating that at present there are possibilities to express the affectations derived from the
victimizing events, but they make it clear that when the events occurred there was absolute
silence, that the state and social abandonment was so evident that the abused women were
subjected to a traumatic silence that re-victimized them. It is pertinent to note that, at this moment,
mentioning the feelings and emotions derived from the discomfort caused by thinking about the
victimizing event is not kept hidden, they are even talked about in open scenarios with the sole
purpose of guaranteeing that they do not happen again. Do you consider that the feelings
expressed are the right ones? Expressions of affirmation are derived, giving relevance to the fact
that to the extent that pain, anger, disgust, guilt are expressed, communicational channels are
opened and it is possible to put into words the emotions experienced as a result of the events,
generating the resignification of the situation in the search for emotional recovery.
To conclude the emotional domain, the following question arises: Have you thought that the way
of expressing your emotions is an important factor in overcoming the effects derived from the
victimizing events? In response to the above, the participating leaders consider that yes, since in
the exercise of emotional expression a validation is granted for the pain suffered and it is possible